About a month and a half ago I deleted my Facebook profile, and I must say that it is rather refreshing and liberating in a way. I had been thinking about doing it for some time now. The decision to actually go through with it though was a little more spur of the moment than I thought. I think that's kind of the way that it had to be done though because thinking about it and stuff kind of just kept me from actually doing it. That old saying "actions speak louder than words" applied to the situation.
I doubt that I am gone forever. I may be back tomorrow. I could have been back yesterday. Or who know, I may just give it another week or two. I don't want to sound too lame or anything here but : shut the fuck up.
I say this because that's what I wanted to yell at people when I'd sometimes see these 10 second incremental updates about stuff that doesn't matter to anyone. The bad thing is that when I'd catch myself doing it (not every hour by any means, but I'd post things that I felt were unnecessary or of no importance) I felt like a complete loser. We do it because everyone else is doing it. Do we yearn to feel important? Do we want people to think that we are far more busy than we really are? Do we do it to try to make people think we are cool? Who knows...I'm sure the answer is out there buried in some psychology book that's outdated and horrendously true in nature.
We all do it. It makes me hate the people I am "friends" with online though. And that's the thing that really bugged me. People I don't really give a fuck about are posting every incident happening in their lives and I end up knowing peoples current life timelines. I don't care about funny thing your cat did. Nor does 99% of people care about what you ate for your late brunch. I hate to break it to you too, but every time you get a new shirt or article of clothing...we really don't need to see it. Geez. This kind of thing is what kept me from wanting to be a part of that cycle of internet lameness. I don't want to be that kind of person without even knowing I'm doing it. That damn website tends to make people strive for attention. As does most social networking sites.
It would appear that these sites are bringing people together, when in fact I feel like they are pushing people apart. Internet chatting is so impersonal! It's fake and I hope people don't forget what it's like to have real conversation with random people out in the streets or in line at a place. Is the next generation going to be socially inept because they won't know how to deal with people in real life settings because most communication is done on the internet?
I like to be in contact with people on a slightly more personal level. A formal e-mail is worlds apart from a Facebook message or comment for some reason. I'm getting to the point where I am calling people a lot more now and it seems like people don't answer their phones. You're more likely to get a response from someone on Facebook or through text now than actually calling nowadays it seems. Or maybe my friends are just lame and don't answer their phones, ha!
I don't feel like ranting anymore. I've had tons of people asking me where I've gone as of late because of my "digital disappearance." You kind of quickly realize who your really good friends are when you take away internet connections between you and the social networking world. For almost 2 months now I feel like I've only talked to 10 friends. They just so happen to be the 10 or so friends I really even care to talk to / want to talk to. It just so happens to be that they are mostly guy friends of course! The skate homies. The real reason most people are on those things is to talk to girl they're otherwise afraid to really try to initiate conversation with in real life. So yeah, all you girls out there who I'd give a free pap smear to...I'm still here, haha. You just gotta dig a little harder to discover my whereabouts.
So all you peeps out there who lurk all damn day, and waste time doing nothing on social networking sites if you want a real change up and breathe of fresh air I got your answer. Delete your binary existance for a while: liberate yourself. Remember what it's like to have privacy again for once.
On a lighter subject. The SLAM! show premiered the 2 weeks ago. Episode 2 just aired yesterday! My good buddy Ethan Loy had a segment in the show. Dylan Witkin and myself came out in his segment as well. So look out for it, and the rest of the episodes. New episodes air at 10:30 on Wednesdays...or something like that. We're still actually heavily working on the show. We have yet to finish out the season, so that's what's kept me busy the last few months. The lack of personal life is kind of getting to me and it also caused me to ruin my first relationship in 3 years...sweet. I almost lasted 3 months! Too bad I suck though, and have self esteem and commitment issues. Flawed. Broken.
I've been shooting a lot of photos lately...check some:
California : Coast
The SLAM! crew having pre-flight drinks : LAX
Laban stalks himself : Mammoth.
Car dance party : I-80
That is all for now. Have a great Christmas everyone <3